New Applebyte, new me!

Today I decided to change everything, a more dynamic Applebyte, a new friendly me. I’m so hurt, God allowed thing to happened in my life. One thing I realized that God the only one being whom never betrayed me nor forsaken me. He will be the source of this change. He will be my inspiration and companion on this phase of my life.

I was been bitter that my life seem a picture of depression, sickness and loneliness, but thing will change. One step a time, a step with God and the Christ whom empty me. Yes, I felt empty and I am scare. But one thing for sure, I will never be alone again. No more agonizing heart ache that will take my breath away. No more tears of being alone. No more walking in edge. No more jumping in deep sorrow. No more second thought of my existence. No more pain of rejection. No more fragile and deep depression.

I remember, God called you by names and now He calling me. He need me in His kingdom. He need me to be part of his major plan. I will take charge and lead. One miracle each day, one step of faith every moment, one change at the time.

Still I have one hope, a family that take a leap of faith in God, a family that serving God.

Everyday Miracle

Things happened this week. I am walking in a thin air. Just one day, I felt it about time to patch up, amend, say all my sorry… I really thank God, cause the person whom has a longest time of adversary towards me, sent a beautiful email of forgiveness.

I am on the lowest point of my life. I just want to give up, but tonight I just pray and ask God for a miracle. A very special person finally reveals himself. I hope I can go back in time and do thing differently. Everyday I experienced a miracle, little things that if I pray God answered me.

Pastor Rick Warren today tweet was very timely.

The more I know MY OWN sinfulness,the less inclined I am to disparage OTHERS” He who’s been forgiven much loves much”.  – Rick Warren

Came from this passage “I tell you, her sins – and they are many – have been forgiven, so she has shown me much love“. Luke 7:47

To all people that somehow  I got hurt or I make you cry. Please forgive me.

Gospel Music Award

The 40th Annual Gospel Music Association Awards, most commonly known as the GMA Dove Awards, the Gospel music’s biggest night of the year, will be air live on April 23 at 8 pm et, Thursday at Gospel Music Channel.

They will features artists from every style of gospel/Christian music coming together for a night of music and celebration. Casting Crowns, Steven Curtis Chapman, Fireflight, Marvin Sapp, Third Day, tobyMac and Chris Tomlin have been nominated by the GMA membership for Artist of the Year.

While (1) “Amazing Grace (My Chains Are Gone)”; Chris Tomlin, Louie Giglio, Traditional (2)“Cinderella”; Steven Curtis Chapman (3) “Empty Me”; Chris Sligh, Clint Lagerberg, Tony Wood (4) “Give Me Your Eyes”; Brandon Heath, Jason Ingram (5) I Will Not Be Moved”; Natalie Grant (6)“I’m Letting Go”; Francesca Battistelli, Tony Wood, Ian Eskelin (7) “Mighty to Save”; Ben Fielding, Joel Houston (8) “Never Going Back to OK”; Matt Fuqua, Josh Havens, Brad Wigg, Dan Muckala (9)“Reason Enough”; Ernie Haase, Wayne Haun, Joel Lindsey (10)“You Reign”; Bart Millard, Barry Graul, Steven Curtis Chapman, nominated as Song of the Year.

For the first time, an interactive voting will be held, fans will become stakeholders in the Dove Awards with an opportunity to vote for the winner of Artist of the Year along with New Artist of the Year, which includes nominees Addison Road, Francesca Battistelli, Fee, Jonathan Nelson, Remedy Drive, Chris Sligh and Tenth Avenue North.

Fan voting, which will be conducted through the Gospel Music Channel website www.gospelmusicchannel.com/dovesvoting, www.gospelmusicchannel.com/doves/sms (VIA SMS) and at www.doveawards.comMore About the Gospel Music Award

Uplifting Body

My Mom drag me at the church tonight, we have a visitor, a special couple whom serving God from three decades and have a gift of  healing.

While we are praying and acknowledging the Lord presence, I just experienced my whole body was floating on the thin air. It was a wonderful, it like letting go all yourself, literally you became like balloons without weight on shoulder, focused on God alone and all those sorrow, fear, anxieties will be gone.

This is a great day, my Uncle and his family received God as their personal savior. I saw my cousin face changed into much happier shape. I saw her moms into another set smile.

I didn’t ask for healing rather a request from God, that he may give the desire of my heart. I know the day I told him to changed my life once again and totally give up everything, I been experiencing my everyday miracle.

I am still a work on progress, but tonight I saw how lucky I am. I don’t have to change anything. I just need to accept Gods plan for me. Just a tiny seed of mustard of faith, a little patience to wait for God perfect timing and I will be fine. Thanks Marty for the prayers.  God will bless you more, your ministry and your personal relationship.

“Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, with whom can be no variation, nor turning shadow.” Jas 1:17

A Prayer for a friend

By:  Casting Crown

Lord I lift my friend to You.
I’ve done all that I know to do.
I lift my friend, to You.
Complicated circumstances  have clouded his view.
Lord I lift my friend up to You.

I fear that I won’t have the words that he needs to hear.
I pray for Your wisdom , oh God.
And a heart that’s sincere.
And Lord I lift my friend up to You.

Lord I lift my friend to You.
My best friend in the world, I know he means much more to You.
I want so much to help him, but  this is something he has to do.
Lord I lift my friend up to You.

There’s a way that seems so right to him.
But You know where that leads.
He’s becoming a puppet of the world.
Too blind to see the strings.
And Lord I lift my friend up to You.

Lord I lift my friend to You.
I’ve done all that I know to do.
I lift my friend, to You.

A Witness of Great Miracle

Currently, since the day I have cried to the Lord (after my last operations), I have witnessed everyday miracle. It was the Lord Jesus, rearrange my life and gave me another life. I never imagined to live a life, whom you can witness great miracle of God.

Currently, since the day I have cried to the Lord (after my last operations), I have witnessed everyday miracle.

Yup, some of life changing experiences hurt so much.  I almost gave up my marriage, almost lost my balance at MRT gutter (waahhh) and experienced crying at Makati walk way (waahhh). Now, that all behind in my past.

I have to experienced worst thing to really realize that God is greater than anything that I have in this life.

I witness the goodness of my husband, the caring and support of my two best friend,  along the way I  lost some of good friends but gained a wonderful and a real treasure friendship to some of my current circle.  Experienced the support and love of my mother. Yes I am now living in God grace.

A goof friend of mine told me that I am living in my happy place. But I have found the real happiness when I gave up all things and totally surrender everything to God. Don’t you know that I even surrender my shoe laces to God.

Later I found myself, recognizing each day that God working on my life.